Letra de Pavement

Someone help
I can't just do this by myself
I was wrong
Optimisim doesn't solve my problems
There are monsters in my head
I know it, I saw them
In the blood, pulling up on the pavement
And positive thinking just isn't enough to calm them
I'll take my unmade bed and lie on it
Take my unmade head and hide in it
I know I say I'm fighting it
But I'm not getting anywhere
I convinced myself this is progress
'Cause I never used to get like this
I saw myself in a place so dark
And I'm scared to death of losing it
I don't want to be afraid anymore
I spent enough time drowning in my fears already
But I've never sunk this deep before
I don't want to be a let-down
I want to be strong enough for everyone who needs me around
I can't seem to make this work
I stitched together all the pieces
But what should've healed by now still hurts
I want to get out
I want to feel better now
I'm starting to doubt if it'll ever get better
I guess this is my burden
I don't think that I can carry it
'Cause all this weight hurts, and I'm just too scared of it
I don't want to be afraid anymore
I spent enough time drowning in my fears already
But I've never sunk this deep before
I don't want to be a let-down
I want to be strong enough for everyone who needs me around
At a certain point I realized
That you have to put the work in
If you want to keep from collapsing under these conditions
So I started doing labor on myself
But nothing went away
And nothing really helped
Everyone suggested that I get some help
And I know that I need to
But It's hard to make that phone call
It's hard to accept the fact that there's something wrong with you
It doesn't get better, you just get better at living
We say: "It doesn't get better, you just get better at living"
We say: "It doesn't get better, you just get better at living"
We say: "It doesn't get better, you just get better at living"
We say: "It doesn't get better, you just get better at living"
We say: "It doesn't get better, you just get better at living"
[I don't want to be a let-down
I wanna be strong enough]
We say: "It doesn't get better, you just get better at living"
We say: "It doesn't get better"