[Verse 1]
Closet sluggard, jack of all trades
I'll do everything so it goes my way
And never finish
Throw it up on a shelf
Right there next to everything I call myself
[Chorus 1]
And every other month I bring it down
To try to sit and focus
And fill my notebook with lofty hocus pocus
But fall asleep
[Verse 2]
Wake up and waste the day
Fantasize my life in someone else's place
But I bare witness
To a lack of strength
An inability to enact real change
[Chorus 2]
So every other month I bring me down
To wallow and be selfish
These altеrnate states
Have got mе feeling bogus
I'll go to sleep
Wait
[Bridge]
What do I stand to gain?
A semblance of some purpose
Though I feel insane
In body and in brain
A semblance of some purpose
Carve out a custom space
To fit you fall from grave
A semblance of purpose
[Chorus 3]
So every other month I bring me down
To try to sit and focus
And fill my body numb
With the standard poison
To fall asleep