Letra de Forty-Nine Thirty

I need you more than ever
Calling out
The silence surrounds me
I ran from a voice that takes us as we are
That filled my selfish heart
With something more
How'd I ever think
That you could save me?
How'd I ever think that you would try?
I've been searching
Everywhere for answers
To this life of mine
Am I on my own?
How'd I ever think
That you could save me from myself?
I'm lost now more than ever
Hear me out
I'm desperate and broken
I can't do this all alone
And believe me oh I know
I don't deserve a thing from you
How'd I ever think
That you could save me?
How'd I ever think that you would try?
I've been searching
Everywhere for answers
To this life of mine
Am I on my own?
How'd I ever think
That you could save me from myself?
Falling apart
I need a hand
I cannot stand
I'm sorry, Mom, I hated myself for 18 years. I hate to watch you cry, I hate to see your tears
And I'm sorry to my girl, I ruined you, you hated me... How could this be real?!
I lost a baby, I'll never hold her in my arms, and it's breaking my heart
And I'm lost without you, so lost without you, I'm so lost without you!