Letra de I'm So Concerned About The Ending That I Don't Even Know The Plot

I'll start it off by saying, I'm not one for the complaining
You wouldn't know it from my writing
You wouldn't know it from my songs
But I am different, I am free, I am what you need

But oh my God, I miss you more than I thought was possible
I understood the obstacles, but you could've tried more
Sometimes it seems I need a mom more than I need to eat
So I didn't eat, I didn't sleep
I'd go all day without a bite, and it's not my fault
It's not my fault

And I'll admit, sometimes my chest gets so tight that I throw fits
You said you'd always be there; where are you through all of this?
'Cause this is hard, this is way harder than I thought
I'm so concerned about the ending that i don't even know the plot

Except for I am different, I am free, I am what you need
I am different, I am free, I am what you need

So you think of all the things that make you sad
And don't include them in your better half
Because I'm, I'm not like you

I don't find happiness in a meaningless existence
Don't know what I'm going to do
But I am different, I am free, I am what you need

And yeah, I believe that there's a God
I believe that there is something out there
Other than my thoughts
I believe it was never science against religion
It wasn't poor against wealth
It was always me against myself
and I'm so scared who's gonna win

'Cause I wake up feeling so shitty
It's been so long since you've been with me
I don't know where this old body's gonna go myself
But I know, I am different, I am free, I am what you need
I am different, I am free, I am what you need