Letra de Loathe Letter

This is a loathe letter to myself
I wrote it on a torn out page
From a book that doesn't go on the shelf
The ink stains
I'm tired, alone, and afraid
You know I’m gonna push you away
Despite how you treat me
Maybe I'll find comfort where I stay
I think I'm in loathe with you today
When you reflect on your life you realize that it never meant anything
Erase me from all of history
Like the glass on the streets you're leaving
Like every little thing you love about the city
Tell me what you're thinking
I'll break your heart with a pen in a moment
If you go and let it break wide open
You're waving to me from an island
I will swim until I find it
I've laid on the bathroom floor enough times that I don't really mind it
Speak to me, speak to me slowly
Suddenly I see the oxygen leave
We are so young and lonely
I wish I could erase the day the color drained from your face
So unsatisfied, I became the person I am tonight