[Verse 1]
Walking inside of my head
I never [?] some rest
I always wish I were dead
I will regret what I said
Paranoia till the end
Yuh, woo
Paranoia digging in
Second guessing all my sins
It's ok, I’m just a kid
All the feelings settle in
All the demons settle in
Me mugging with a straight face
For the Instagram, for my fan base
But that's half me and that's half fake
Only sad me is what’s showcased
But I'm happy, I feel great
And now rap me is in third place
I'm complex like my book case
And I'm artsy like pastel paints
Life is but a simulation
Built to give a sense of stimulation to the patient
Playing God with no patience
For the [?] masturbation
I'm exasperated
I've been castrated
I've been so faded
We were created
Women dictated to be calculated
We've been dictated by the dissipated
[Chorus]
It’s a joke
I’m not into life
I'm not into life
I’ve been standing by, standing on the side
I'm not living life
I don't wanna fight
I've been standing by
I’m on standby, standing on the side
I'm not living life
It's a joke
I'm not into life
I'm not into life
I've been standing by, standing on the side
I'm not living life
I don't wanna fight
I've been standing by
I'm on standby, standing on the side
I'm not living life
[Verse 2]
Please come like my pictures
My ego hung on the fixtures
I'll [?] while smoking Swishers
My parents give me the strictures
I'll spit on your holy scriptures
Too old not to be a trickster
My family gives me these stitches
Satanic shit with some bitches
Say "do you like it," I love it
I'm [?] to like another
Maybe I'll go join the coven for clout
Maybe like a dozen
I'm pissing off the Republicans
Burning flag right in front of them
Such a dumb thing to care about
I think they need to toughen it up
[Chorus]
It's a joke
I'm not into life
I'm not into life
I've been standing by, standing on the side
I'm not living life
I don't wanna fight
I've been standing by
I'm on standby, standing on the side
I'm not living life
It's a joke
I'm not into life
I'm not into life
I've been standing by, standing on the side
I'm not living life
I don't wanna fight
I've been standing by
I'm on standby, standing on the side
I'm not living life