Verse: I live my life in a fantasy/I’d give my life for my family/to everybody that’s telling me I’ll never make it, winning is part of my anatomy/don’t try to battle me/every time you hating on me you flatter me/dammit you had to be/the center of my attention, the vanity/it’s my reality/why do you lie to yourself?/why don’t you take pride in yourself/why don’t you confide in yourself?/cuz I don’t like dealing with anything/I don’t feel anything/and I take pride in this hell (it’s all that I know)/everybody’s looking for a handout/sitting with their hands out/living at their dad’s house/everybody’s getting mad, getting sad now/go into the classroom, then they pull the mac out/go into their mind, it’s a madhouse/if you wanna feel alive you don’t back out/everybody dies if they laugh now/who’s gonna laugh at the kid in the back now? *gunshots*/Twenty 19 this is my year/see a dead body in the booth that means I’m here/there ain’t another rapper alive that I fear/looking around at these clowns like am I clear?/somebody bring me a mic here/I like to sing about nightmares/cuz ain’t nobody messing with me, I know that I’m definitely better than anybody you’ll find here/I know I’m deep in the underground/people they think and they wonder how/the fuck that I’m getting this sudden clout/I sold my soul for this fucking house!/I put my heart into everything that I write/into every lyric you hear me recite/into every lyric you’re hearing my life (you’re feeling this right?!)/I know I’ll achieve my goals, imma say it now/there ain’t nobody that can take it, that just ain’t allowed/I’m looking up, I’m seeing Davie imma make you proud/I guarantee that I’ll be famous imma make it loud/I know I’ll achieve my goals, imma say it now/there ain’t nobody that can take it, that just ain’t allowed/I’m looking up, I’m seeing Davie imma make you proud/I guarantee that I’ll be famous imma make it loud/I feel invincible/when I’m inside of my school I’m invisible/I don’t like talking with people, it’s typical/I’ve been dealing with all this shit since middle school/I feel like all of my issues are minuscule/I’m doing this for every kid that’s ridiculed/whether you’re beaten mentally or physical/never accept all the shit that they’ve given you, fight back!/let me just take a breath... damn, I need some water real quick... my throat’s raw... alright, let’s get back to this shit/I know you deal with depression/I know that you felt it when I burned confessions/I know that you felt it when I learned my lessons/I know that you’ve dealt the shit that I mention/I’m talking with fans, I can tell they’re affected/I know what you’re dealing with, I read my messages/you’re suicidal, you deal with depression/and I dedicated my life just to lessen this/I killed the beat, imma leave this as evidence/put me in prison, I’m glad I’m arrested/this isn’t the point and this isn’t the precedence/I know that you’re at the edge of the precipice/you’re thinking of death and the feeling is desolate/you think if you end it, then you can just rest and/I’m telling now if you do you’re pathetic/I’m telling you now if you do you’ll regret it/yeah, I know what you’re dealing with/I understand if you’re feeling if/you’ll never escape what you’re dealing with/you feel like you’ll break in a million/listen to me now if you’re feeling this/I swear to God I’ll be real with it/the only way you can escape, is if you face it and deal with it