[Verse 1]
Yeah I take a swig and let my mind drift
I sit back and lose myself and watch the time shift
Cause then I black out and wake up in the morning done
I don't know what's the fucking point of holding on
And trust me I've been given all I've got
But people want me to be everything I know I'm fucking not
This shit is killing me like y'all don't really understand
Cause when it's all said and done I'm just a fucking man
See I got flaws I ain't perfect y'all
I made mistakes I can't fix that shit hurts to know
I let these verses show everything that I hold inside
Cause all I've got is this mic through my lowest times
So many people really count on me
So many more don't believe
They got [?]
Wanna see my downfall
So I make sure I stay the fuck from around ya'll
[Hook]
Can you tell me what I gotta do?
Can you tell me what you want from me?
Can you tell me what I gotta proof?
I can try my best I can guarantee
No I'm sorry for my imperfections
I'm only human so I slip up
I know this life is a real blessing
But sometimes I wanna give up
[Verse 2]
I told my family it was time to go
It's time to pack my bags goodbye and hit the dough
I gotta take a risk I gotta see what's out there
I gotta find myself I promise you it's not here
I know it's sounds wrong but something doesn't feel right To live another day sometimes I gotta think twice
And I ain't proud of this depression bro
I'm tryna shake the past but I just can't let it go
See I've been told things happen for a fucking reason
And everything ain't what it seems this life was so decieving
How could you believe in something that you never felt?
How could you believe in heaven when we live in hell?
So many questions with no answers yo
Ain't no directions on this path and it's sad to know
That we can get lost and never find our way back
And if you press pause I will never play back
[Hook]
