I know we said "what if"
And "it always ends the same" but
I'm so sick of thinking that I hurt you
And how I'm so ashamed
Of who I am
Of who I was
Or how I made you cry
I swear I'm not ignoring you
I just can't tell you why
I know you said "Come with me?
Please don't leave me"
I want to make you feel
The way that I do
You need to understand
What I've been through
I want to give you all of me
But I can't right now
I'm so disappointed in myself
For getting too deep
For getting upset
I don't like me
Why do you?
And after all I put you through
Why should you care about me?
I want to forget what I've done
I just need you to forgive me
I need to be alone
I'm scared you'll forget about me
I want to make you feel
The way that I do
You need to understand
What I've been through
I waited for you
I waited too long
And everytime I think about you
I know I did you wrong
It's like I had the perfect picture painted in my head
But little did I know
I'd go against everything I said
