I'm so terrified of all the things I love
I know that I will lose them all one by one
But that's not what I think about when I look into the sky
I see sunlight that is blinding and it just hurts my eyes
And I'm trying to be fine but I lie
About the things I say will never die
Like memories, forgiveness, and the light inside my eyes
It's terrifying
It's totally fine
Think of me by the creek in cut off jeans
Holding onto something that has meaning to me
Well, I don't really think my life will ever make me as happy
As Kaaterskill creek
I'm trying to be good but I'm done
No wait, just kidding, I'm not
'
Cause I still have that feeling of water above my knees
It's cool and refreshing
And that won't fade away
