I got my eyes closed
I am lost in memories
And it still gets worse
I will always be too weak to let go
Where is the point in this?
I can’t forget anything
So, you know, I can’t see things clearly
And I’ll always keep in mind what’s meaningless
And if this made you happy
I have no reason to be with you anyway
‘You never feel comfortable in company of people’, she said
‘That’s why you’re whole life is meant to fail.’
But I am.. I’m still breathing
I’m not able to forget
I carry everyone who came and went inside my head
This is the sound of my heart beating and beating and beating
I can’t ever finish what I’ve started
I am afraid of heights, that’s the murdered child within
Nothing’s harder than trying to repair the wings of someone that never learnt to fly
I know, I could have fallen deeper
Day in, day out, I lie awake and I won’t move
And I know the voices in my head will never leave
But I believe in everything that happens in between all the goodbyes
You’re the sweet devils of my past
You keep scaring me in silent nights
No matter how hard I try not to listen
There will always be a lingering sound
In my life, the sky is something that I could never reach
That’s why I felt useless every time my heart has been broken
[You’re the sweet devils of my past
You keep scaring me in silent nights.] 2x
