Letra de Derogatory Embrace

[Verse 1]
I miss us doubting our lives
Equally cynical
Equally messed up in a variety of ways
I miss my self destruction it's the only thing that suited me
Rarely on the ground
You never hated me enough
[Chorus 1]
I'd take my dreams back
Anyway
We’re so young so naive
[Verse 2]
They say "be kind towards yourself"
But how can I be kind to someone who's treated me so badly
I’m stuck with feeling like I've met everyone worth meeting
Worth my time
To touch, to fall for again
[Chorus 2]
I'd like our first summer back
Anyway
We’re so young so naive
We never mattered
We were never an if
We were only a when
We were never an if
And I dreaded our when
[Chorus 1]
I'd take my dreams back
Anyway
We were so young so naive
[Outro]
We were never an if
We were only a when
We were never an if
We were only a when
We were never an if
We were only a when
We were never an if
So when?