Letra de How to Survive a Vicious Cock Fight

I am not human anymore
I'm sure you all can agree
That you are no different
My past haunts me
The memories
I obtained
Are an open wound
'Cause
You keep ripping
Off these scabs
Things could've been fixed
Couldn't you speak?
Things could've been fixed
Can you just please
Take my eyes from my face
Tear my skin from my body
I want
To be blind
To be deaf
To be numb
I want
To be dead
To decay
To be loved
Rip my soul
From my flesh
I just want to be numb