Letra de Other Life

Am I too old to keep this up, this pick and choose?
I can't see you cry and I don't know why, but I can't just say "Okay"
I gotta have that [?], and it's taking me miles away
I hit a wall and I can't find my way through
If I choose one way, then I lose something that I might need down the road
But what I really want, it just would take me a new wrong way
And if I never make that job, I'll never know
Oohhh
For what it's worth, it's not just you who can't understand
I can't see your view like I [?], but I just can't make it in
'Cuz when you [?] and I can't see 'em anyway
I think I need to get a taste of that other life
I just need to try and see with that other life
I caught a glimpse, now I want more of that other life
And I just can't tell you more lies
Oohhh