Letra de Panicstricken

I chose death over life
Wanted to meet my maker
I was dying inside
Pain too great to deal with
Me made me try to take my life
But now I've seen the light
I've got a second chance at life
I'm not retracting my old tracks
I'm never going back
To the locked doors
And the blinding lights
To the uncertainty of whether or not it will be
A good or bad day
I never want to wonder what life would be like without me in it, because I'm alive
I've taken what I've learned with me
It's all I know, and I'll been kickin' my old shit out the front fucking door
Because I don't need it anymore
I'm taking steps forward one foot at a time
Making sure not to fall
And it will be the last trip of my life

Reaching up while the ship sinks to the bottom of this dead ocean
A thousand stars couldn't shine through all the shit we've been through
In this world that has no ending

I'm never going back to locked doors!
I'm never going back to blinding lights!