I'm sitting here cryin cause i'm alive
I don't know why
I'm still in this country
Oh in my heart but all the parts still work at night
When worry floods me and i feel ashamed
Because phantom fears are bore in
And i'm trying to be brave
Falling asleep with books in my bed
I dream in fear
The last words you said when
You packed up your things and left me for dead
I hope that you'll be back here again
But now i feel ashamed
Because what's the use in crying?
When i'm trying to be great
No you and me
Just the sounds of my voice in the void of this house
I look froze in the tree
Staring me down until i'm fearless again