Letra de Raised To Hate

I understand your doubt, you've surely got a story to tell
We all have our kinds of hell
Mine started up with death of unconditional love
And ended up, where I stand today
I'm;
Too scared to love, too scared to stay
To embrace what's left me empty
You say you really want to know
Why I'm walking away
Cause I'm, so far from being myself, as I possibly can
Cause I'm still the same kid, too scared to take, too scared to give
I'm still the same, too scared to give second chances
So the rain never came, too wash away the dirt of my clothes
I waited in the eye of the storm, where I built my home
Four walls kept me safe from harm, still I invited you with open arms
Waited for your hand to bring, safety and understanding
But time elapsed, and my hope soon collapsed
When will you understand, that I've given you all that I can
The grief in my desperate cries, my vacant eyes
How can you look upon me without seeing what I'm keeping on the inside?
I am a product of history, one solely of agony
So far from being myself, as I possibly can
I was born to love, raised to hate