I've been having nightmares again
And waking up and trying to pretend
That you're still here, and he's not gone, and no one lost
I drank my humor and my beauty away
So sweetly lying, you tell me that you love me and it's gonna be okay
You've been getting cigarettes again
And you won't even try to pretend
That the shaking in your jaw and spine will turn out fine
Well I hope you're happy, cause I'm not the girl I used to be
You save yourself from you, then grab me
I drank my humor and my beauty away
So sweetly lying, you tell me that you love me and it's gonna be okay
Just rest a while, and care for hysteria and sadness, for genius
(?)
I'm not your baby
I'm not so crazy
All your sweet talking is why I got done
Pull the trigger, come undone
It's hard to swallow, you can't take lungs to half as much as me
I am not the only one
And you are not the only one
I drank my humor and my beauty away
So sweetly lying, you tell me that you love me and it's gonna be okay
