[Verse 1]
Point the finger, I'm a fucking coward
May be a better solution, but I'm out of power
A gun on the floor, and I can smell powder
There's a squeezing sound in my ear
I feel tired
Trying to reach the kitchen table, but my legs are weak
What the hell have I done?
I'm a bitch!
I try to dial the number, but my view is blurry
I wanna scream, but then... again, this is what I wanted
[Bridge]
Feeling so low
Someone at the phone
People on the do'
Mama screaming no
I don't really know
What is really going on
I'm bleeding on the flo'
And I'm thinking kind of slow, but
This is how it goes-
A big pile of roses
What I notice [?]
And my dream's so hopeless
My smile is bogus
So all I know is, I'm dyin'
Bye, friend
[Chorus]
I'm, (I'm, I'm) a fucking coward, give me power
So, (so, so) I can stand the rain and fight 'em
Why? (Why, why) is my mind so hooked on dyin'?
I'm, (I'm, I'm) not gonna make it through the night
[Verse 2]
I know what the critics' gonna say
The kid got talent, but this EP, is way too fucking overplayed
Every rapper out there, can scream like a six year old
Just give 'im a kiss, and shit, he'll be okie-doke
And what's the deal with being pissed for no goddamn reason?
Do you forget your lucky pills and how it fuckin' be's when [?]
Someone tried a handout
A helping hand
You look like a whiny brat, still stuck in kindergarten
Now you're trying to say you wanna commit suicide
You stupid guy, you choose to die, then you're a fucking loser, why
Are you still alive if you are so stuck depressed?
No luck, I guess, a fuckin' mess
To try to get some lives to match
You're greedy for attention, and sympathy
Don't you try to say these are metaphors, simply
You gotta stand by this, until the day you die
And that's the day when I
Will respect your cry
[Chorus]
I'm, (I'm, I'm) a fucking coward, give me power
So, (so, so) I can stand the rain and fight 'em
Why? (Why, why) is my mind so hooked on dyin'?
I'm, (I'm, I'm) not gonna make it through the night
[Verse 3]
Furthermore, I never planned to release this song
But someone told me "stay real", so now I'm being strong
Cuz I feel like someone out there can kill my thoughts
And if not
I can still live when I'm gone
Drowning, but I'm trying to be honest
Cuz I'm dying, and I'm fighting with my mind
And I am crying, and no lying
I'm a tyrant, fucking lying
But my timing, I'm a giant [?]
I ain't drying, I'm a client, in this riot, quiet
[Bridge]
Feeling so low
Someone at the phone
People on the do'
Mama screaming no
I don't really know
What is really going on
I'm bleeding on the flo'
And I'm thinking kind of slow, but
This is how it goes-
A big pile of roses
What I notice [?]
And my dream's so hopeless
My smile is bogus
So all I know is, I'm dyin'
Bye, friend
[Chorus]
I'm, (I'm, I'm) a fucking coward, give me power
So, (so, so) I can stand the rain and fight 'em
Why? (Why, why) is my mind so hooked on dyin'?
I'm, (I'm, I'm) not gonna make it through the night
[Outro]
I scream to the sky, I don't wanna die [x3]
